The Virtue of Life

The virtue of life is in living it completely and unconditionally. Life's journey even though seems so long really is not. As days turn into weeks and weeks in months and the years just pass by. I want this time churning machine to stop for a while so I can collect all my memories and take them to the previous past. Somewhere it hides in the dark.. Quiet, lonely and lost... With the race I run each day and with the passage of time.. dust collects over those thoughts that I cherished the most at one point. Like my mother taking my head in her lap and showing me the stars. Her lullaby's and sleepless nights. That moon light on my face.. The humming of the birds and the catching of butterflies. My brothers small baby that I was and my sisters doll.. my fathers strength and support above all. Seems like my child like being has been submerged with the sheets of growing up and maturity. I'm forced to put on the mask and live like everyone else does. A Fake!! I want to cherish being ME and I want to live my life - not theirs (peoples)... Therefore, I need to stand up and face the world and learn to accept being ME. Learn to understand ME and above all learn how to love ME... (Soul) Enjoying the smallest things in life.. sharing the smallest smile... Living in the moment and awareness of self.. Concoiusness of our acts and how humbly I need to react... Faith in the supreme and work for good of all humanity.. Desire to change in life add a moment of joy.. Not live in pain and remorse.. not join the torture of recourse. Find the way to heal the wounds..to clean the slates and brush and broom (close files/ thoughts of negativity that hurt or creaye bitterness or sadness) To teach how to seek the shore (make new starts) after being lost in the ocean of living and just living... I wish to find the path of being just simply being me without any facade or face!!

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Towards the Unknown I walk with no friend or foe !!

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Perished

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Abundant beauty

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