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merai raam




I have no humility, no training to be an obedient servant neither am I beautiful.
Sunder swamiji... Then how should I be at your feet. How and when shall I meet you Oh my beloved.. Satgur pass benantiya..

I have lived all these lives without your presence and now want to learn.. change me oh Lord.. change my habits; me as a human am weak and unable to change a lot of things but you can bless me and lift me. Be kind and merciful oh lord. Place thou kind eyes on me and help me rise in your love.

Prem patola taise ditta dhakan ku patt meri.. Patsha guide me and make me strong... may my eyes always yearn your feet and may my hands always be at your service... bless me with a sensitive heart to never speak or think vice...
Make me an instrument of your light... and endow the vastness of the ocean. in me......
Mayee merai mann koh sukh... Oh my mother kyu jeevan preetam bin mayee ... I was always meant to be devoted but have been so engross and occupied in other things that I couldn't realize your presence in my life,,, could not feel your love .. your mercy...
You carried me in the good and bad... rough turmoil’s and when the sail was smooth and I always thought I did it. Forgiveness would be a small word.....
Make me your das Oh kind master... I am in awe with your supreme world... different experiences and how you create each of them so artistically...
You spread your arms and offered me the whole world but I limited my space by discrimination and being narrow minded... you offered me love... I deceived it for other humans you created... You offered tender care... I left it for the material world... Above all I left you... to ultimately find you....
Please confine me in your arms before I get lost again somewhere.... Hoping to find you some day.

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