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Hold my head up without fear I live...
Doubt never seems to arise...no matter how fatal a situation...
I trust in people know matter what they be....
Just for the simple reason that each of us is special in God's eyes..
If I had one chance to be an angel... I would encircle each specie in my arms...
Embrace them for all the good they do.. For the different raga they sing each one unique and so beautiful.
The clouds that pass by showering their mercy on me; for the blue ocean that stands firm.. and teaches me.( the meaning of a promise for life time...)
For that every little thing that brings either a tear in my eye or a smile on my lips......
I want to touch each butterfly for its own unique wing... Have I ever thought of how ungrateful I could be or I am...
I deserve ain't still received it all.. Two beautiful eyes to see, nose to admire the fragrance.. a mouth .. a voice.. hands.. and feet; a brain to sense and understand...
But what good am I to anybody.. I only argue, question, critic, find faults and think... think.. and think........
I forget there is no place to think in God's paradise.. It’s all about the feeling..
Hope to understand the beauty I am bestowed with.. a beautiful soul that wants to sing day and night.... who wants to float in God's love .. who wants to dance to the divine tune.. Who wants to dissolve in his presence...? Hoping one day I will be on my knees holding my father’s hand.
I often think of the story the foot prints in the sand.. and yet do not believe he is so near… I still feel uninsured of his trace … thus sorrow growing to its peak… My mind wonders why I don’t believe (my lord’s word). Why don’t I follow him blindly? I question the answer and try to solve the answer thinking a wise man I am to be….
Life feels like a mess with the complications I bring and stand firm to quantify them further.. I use my mind to the very end trudging along the ladder (end of success, uncertainty of rising or falling). And thus what I receive is not his will but my Karma till the end.. He’s yet so loving a father that promises me his love till the very end…

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