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Caught In lifes hell of being artifical !!!!



Sitting in one corner, I began to feel as if I was a bird caught in some cage called Society …

I tried hard to free ma self but every time I was shoved back in……..

How hard was it to resist when I saw other companions fly …. Where I had the potential but cruel care takers (society restrictions) cut my feathers……

All they did was brutally ruin ma prospects and bruise ma soul…… but I still belong there and only if they give me a chance can I fly so high as to touch the clouds………….

To feel its colors and add some to my bland dark life………….

Set me free set me free…….... break the norms of tying as slaves (desires) and presuming I am happy with you……….

Only If I could have a little more space could I tell you how anguished I am………. Suffocated to death………

My life’s artificial and that façade glows when I further contribute to it……

Life’s end though not easy but slowly I’m killing myself (creativity) as and when I think of living my life (out of this cage)…………….

Everyday dying with the fear of putridly staling …….. in my quiet corner of Devastation !!

Comments

Kay said…
Come out of that "cage'Lady..

The keys are in your hands!!!

Waiting for you to scour the skies...
November 18, 2007 at 11:08 PM
Anonymous said…
Take socity as a distint sky.
Still u can find ur way to fly.
November 19, 2007 at 2:03 AM
Anonymous said…
hm........u always b like that.y u thinking this.......yaaaaaar u can do any thing y u thinking u r in cage.and society humse banti hai dear na ki hum society se.............so just relax urself or bolo tum ye sab kyo such rahi hoin....
November 20, 2007 at 1:41 AM
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