" When everything seems wrong Oh Lord"

When everything seems wrong Oh Lord....
Oh When I believe everything is wrong ...

Down the drain . I feel ..
creeping away the ground ( on like an insect) swirling there ......

And sometimes When I believe everything just everything there is wrong..........

I feel l ike i am Drowning in the ocean where no life jacket exists either....
Just drowning, drowning and drowning in life's whirlpool.. and Life is HELL !!

When I believe Everything is wrong beside me Oh lord and there's nothing thats just right..
I feel why am I even living to watch my own plight...

Struggling day in and day out... for something thats still wrong and no matter how hard I try I see everything gone .. ( over and finished)

I stand alone watching my disaster .. while people laugh and crib.. about the fool I am, to see everything bid.......

I just feel right now that I'm a merry - go - round....
Being rotated (used) over and over from the point I started to the same point I stand.. without gain of any appreciation or worth..................................

When I believe that this world is not fit for me Oh lord.....

I wish to Quit it in the end...
and that's when I realize a fool I've been... I was unfit for this world and not the world for me.. I was too weak to support myself and often wished that people be ( my savior)....

I wish to have learnt this earlier Oh Lord to save my whole life again...... and explain to others who feel " When everythingzz wrong " that there's a new light again ( ray of hope for a new beginning....)

Comments

Anonymous said…

I don't think there's much else that can be said about this ....
i'm glad that there r people who think so....... out there that felt the same i did.
i couldn't help but cry.

October 16, 2007 at 4:01 AM

trupz said…

"" When everything seems wrong Oh Lord""

As always inder has a way with words.... they touch u... tease u... please u... and somemake u cry and smile at the sametime.... i love this logic... never giveup!!!!

October 18, 2007 at 12:12 AM

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